As I am sitting here thinking about what part of my life I tend to focuse on the most it is with no doubt my intrapersonal part of me that takes up all of my time and energy. I am not saying it is all bad but it is not all that good either. I have two daughters both from different fathers and I am now married to a man that has no children. I try to make sure all in my house are happy and I tend to put myself on the back burrner. I do this because I want to make sure my kids are happy and that my husband is happy, it is a very fine line to walk and most of the time I can not seem to make anyone happy. In all reality I use to focuse on myself quite a bit, but when you are constantly worried about what other are doing and if others are happy it is impossable for me to be happy.
I have made a promise to myself that I am going to start going to the gym all the time again and find a hobby just for me. I have decided to take my life back and try to make everyone happy all in the same token. I believe there is peace and harmoney to be acheaved in any situation.
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